My voice is my Treasure
by Elouise
All my life I’ve lived under a shadow of silence. I don’t even know what to call it. It was my hiding place. A gigantic dark place. A cloud of thunder and lightning. Winds whipping trees in the night. Holding my breath until I thought I would burst. Watching my back lest I be caught unawares.
I began this blog because I wanted to find my voice. Not my professional voice, but my personal voice. It peeked out from time to time, but quickly retreated when challenged or under threat. I loved my voice, but I didn’t yet treasure it. Nor did I see it as a treasure.
I’ve been blogging for nearly three years. At first it was excruciatingly difficult and terrifying. I thought every word mattered. I didn’t want to turn myself into a sideshow. I desperately needed to keep my self-respect.
But blogging isn’t about getting every word just right so no one can possibly misunderstand me. It’s about using my voice differently. Relaxing into what I’ve dreamed of doing all my life: speaking and even playing with my voice, without apology or fear of what might happen next. Or of what others will think of me.
My voice is my Treasure. Not something I can hide or leave behind, but a gift from my Creator-Redeemer. A sparkling ring placed on my finger the day I was born. I can’t think of a better way to say Thank You to God than exercising my voice.
And then there are my readers. Here’s a Thank You to each woman and each man who has visited, read, commented, liked or not liked what I’ve posted.
They say audience feedback, whether verbal or nonverbal, is crucial for successful communication. It’s a two-way street. So…to each of you who has helped me see what’s happening or not happening, a Great Big Thank You. And a hug too, if you need one!
Gratefully,
Elouise ♥
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 7 December 2016
Response to WordPress Daily Prompt: Treasure
For me, the thing I miss when a person is gone is hearing the VOICE. It reminds me so much of who the person is and how the person is feeling in that moment. Blessings to you. GREAT VOICE
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Thank you, David. For your kind words and your comment about not hearing peoples’ voices when they’re gone. So true.
Elouise
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I agree with David. I would give almost anything for the opportunity to hear certain voices again… and perhaps I will hear them in eternity. But you have an exquisitely lovely voice, Elouise. You are right to treasure it; we do!
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Thank you, Laura. 😊 Some of my friends have left old voicemail messages on their phones for that very reason–and for the bit of comfort it brings.
Elouise
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Beautiful, I have been at it for three years as well, just now learning how to really use my voice ❤️
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Thanks for your comment. Sometimes I feel like a beginner–until I look back at some of my early posts! I always enjoy your writing–straight from your heart. 💜
Elouise
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I often hear your beautiful voice even when not even on the computer Elouise and that in and of itself speaks volumes. You are a gift to us and yes, to see with each post you coming more out of your shadows is a blessing, it makes us more courageous to be able to know we’re not alone in this big wide universe and that we have each others backs, ears, and most of all hearts. Love you my friend, and I thank the good Lord for you every day! ❤ oh, and lest we forget QL too ❤
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I’m speechless. Well, almost. I’m definitely grateful beyond words for you and so many others in my bloggy family. You’re correct–“we’re not alone….and we have each other’s backs, ears, and most of all hearts.” Thank you for your faithful encouragement, inspiration, prayers and heartfelt comments. QL wants to start her own blog now, so you can follow her, too! 🙂
Elouise
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Now that my friend, is an amazing idea, thoughts from a mechanical life keeper who has a whole lot of heart….YAY, I shall be the first follower, just send me the address!!!! Now you gotta ❤
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oops!!! Didn’t run that by the QL yet…
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You’re greatly appreciated, my friend 👋🏽
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Thank you, kindly, Sean! 🙂
Elouise
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YAY! 😀 😀 xxxxx
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Comment approved!!! 🙂
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