Absence
by Elouise
absence eats slowly
into edges of presence
morning rises late
It isn’t just the season. It’s my life slowly diminishing one day after another.
The 2020 Election has opened a door for substantial change. I want to be part of the geriatric action. I wonder how many others raised in my generation (1940s and 50s) feel this as well. Here we are, often carrying painful bodily and emotional damage. What will this Election mean for us?
I’ve been thinking hard lately about my schedule, and how to manage daily routines without cutting into writing time. I’m not there yet, but I’m seeing a little light. Which is all I need right now. A little light of day and a little light of hope for our future as a nation.
Praying for small and large gifts of kindness, gratitude and hope to rise like the sun, against all odds.
Elouise♥
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 10 November 2020
Photo of November sunrise in Ashland, Oregon found at outdoorexposurephoto.com
This is one of that generation that agrees with your excellent thoughts.
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Thank you for your excellent judgment! 🙂
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I grew up in the ’60’s and ’70’s but I agree with you! 🙂
I can see that bit of light, too…and I’m so grateful. Praying the light will grow. 🙂
I am praying with you for all of the things you shared.
And I pray for you, Elouise…and I hope my thoughts and prayers help you carry the painful bodily and emotional damages you carry. Even if I can help just a little bit.
Because your words, prayers, wisdom, compassion, ETC, help me carry my pain and damage…emotional and physical. Thank you!!!
(((HUGS))) 🙂
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You’re welcome!!! Thank you, Carolyn, for your prayers, hugs and smiles. I used to say ‘one day at a time’ as a kind of mantra. These days, it’s heavy-duty survival. Not so much in my body as in my spirit–though the body has plenty of stuff going on! I pray this will be a good day for you, in every way possible. 🙂
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One day at a time is a motto of mine, too. But there are days it becomes “One hour at a time” and that’s okay. 🙂
Thank you!
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I disagree, Elouise, that your life is diminishing. It is changing but your value to society, your unique voice, are just as valuable as when you were in your 20s.
Marilyn
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Hmm. True enough, Marilyn. My days on this earth are diminishing. I think it’s hard for women of my generation to remember or even imagine having a ‘strong’ voice in our 20s. I do get your point, though, and am grateful for the affirmation. Thank you!
Elouise
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