Diminishing time, and yet…
by Elouise

I recently confessed, to my surprise, that I now want live to be 100 years old.
So what will I do between now and then? What’s my measurable goal, and how will I know I’m making progress? Or when enough is enough already!
Early Sunday morning I had this dream just before I woke up.
I’m somewhere away from home, with a group of interesting people who seem to have items they’re displaying in a large room. The hall is full but not crowded. The people themselves are interesting, and the items are all different.
I encourage a few visitors to walk around and look at the creative articles on display. There are women and men in the room. Artist types, but not selling their items so far as I can see. They’re just sharing them in this large hall for people to look at. I see several I want to visit. However, it’s late, and I know I need to be on my way.
In the next scene I’m driving my car. I have no passengers, and am on my way home via what looks similar to an interstate highway. I’m on an entrance ramp. There aren’t any signals or signs, but I know where I’m going. I pull onto the highway, into the traffic.
This dream got me wondering what I might display as one of the interesting artist types. After 3 ½ years of blogging, I have over 900 posts and 900 followers! I can scarcely believe it. I love blogging and have no intention of giving it up. It also seems a good time to reconsider my goal for all this writing. Especially if I want to display at least some of it.
The dream also got me wondering where I’m going on the highway. Home, yes. But where is home? I’m clearly in control, in the driver’s seat. No one else is with me, and I’m feeling happy, relaxed and expectant. The highway isn’t formal like an interstate or state highway. Yet it’s spacious, inviting, and busy without being crowded. It feels a bit rustic. It isn’t a ‘polished’ highway, but a well-kept road somewhere out in the country.
Here’s where I find myself today:
- I have diminishing time on this earth.
- I’m not looking for fame and fortune.
- I want a concrete project that brings me joy and puts some of my writing into a user-friendly form.
- I want to begin now with small steps in a direction—perhaps setting aside writing time each week to identify and collect a specified number of posts with potential.
Beyond that, I have no clue where this might go. I do know, however, that without a Big Hairy Goal and measurable steps in a direction, I’ll think this one over to its grave and mine!
Thoughts? Comments? Experiences of your own? I welcome each and every one! Always.
Elouise ♥
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 13 June 2017
Photo found at montanarue.com
Response to WordPress Daily Prompt: Taper
Easy! Self publish your blog posts as a book, so that we have a body of your reflections and photos to reflect on.
I can give you some help with that, if you like. (Or would the ordering of these gifts from you be stultifying, would it put a pall over the joy of writing? Your posts are so well written, there would be almost no editing, though you might want to pull out certain themes and organise your book that way.
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I’m laughing out loud as I read this! Thanks, Fran, for this most generous offer. I’ll consider it. Seriously. You’re correct about pulling out themes, etc.
I’m struck by how much I enjoy reading much of my own writing–mainly because it’s a record of growth I didn’t expect! Nor did I expect this strange urging to look into some form of publication. So in part, I’d be doing this for myself, and also for others.
If you have any suggestions about where to go for a look-see (for similar projects), or for books that offer assistance, I’m open! You have my email address, so feel free to respond there, as well.
So grateful I don’t know what to say next…. 🙂
Love and hugs across the pond,
Elouise
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I’d love to read a book written by you.
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Thanks, Herminia! I’ll read yours if you’ll read mine! 🙂
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900 posts!!! Wow!!! Impressive. Keep up the good work, Elouise. I wish you many more years and many more posts and many more followers.
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Thank you kindly, Mark!
Elouise
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I need a dedicated follower like Fran :'(.
Have you ever wondered what ever happens to your posts/(blogs) when the toes turn up for the last time?
suppose for the rest of the year that I’ve paid for mine will be available after that who knows?
Who cares?
I won’t , I’ll be too busy getting chopped up and bottled :Twisted:
I can’t make up my mind whether to stay to the ton (100) or not! I suppose I should give it some thought like you Elouise
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Not only is she a dedicated follower from way back, she’s also a successful writer and advocate for cerebral palsy (with which she was born). Her memoir, Trapped, is outstanding. Can’t recommend it highly enough.
I have wondered what would happen if I suddenly disappeared for any reason! You might not care what happens with your posts, but I’m guessing your friends and followers might like to visit them. And as you say, it won’t be your problem!
Seeing as how (another Americanism) you’re almost there, you might wake up one day and discover the 100-year marker is already staring you in the face, along with a 100-years-old birthday cake (not it but you)! 🙂
Elouise
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I would buy the book of E for sure ❤ your posts always give us insight into you and also ourselves, seeing ourselves through anothers writing, and I think a big hairy goal of writing a memoir or snippets of the best of E would be amazing. You know you'd have a sale with me ❤
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Yay! The more I think about this idea, the better I like it. It won’t happen overnight, but I’m getting good input from others who’ve done things like this. So who knows… Lots to think about. Your foray into watercolor painting lessons was one of my inspirations, believe it or not! That, plus my own joy at looking back and reading where I was and where I am now. And deciding I want to live to be l00, of course! 🙂
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Get you typewriter, computer and notebook out and get chopping dear….Looking forward to see what you do, watercolors is awesome, you can learn a lot just from Youtube too 🙂 now write that book missy 🙂
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