About my book of poems
by Elouise

Dear Friends,
The last few weeks have been hectic. Not with busy work, but with my book of poetry! It’s not yet out there, but forthcoming. Title: Without a Flight Plan.
What I’ve learned:
- Writing poetry is easy, compared with preparing it for publication.
- Though self-publishing through Lulu is a blessing, it’s also a hassle. Not with them, but with back and forth electronic clarification or correction of anything at all. After proof-reading and fiddling with four trial copies, I’m ready to let it go. But see #3!
- Before I sign off on the book, I must supply (for outlets that offer the book) a brief description of what the reader can expect to find in my poetry. Expletive deleted.
Several years ago I decided I would not try to publish a book of my poetry. It felt like a huge interruption and a hassle I didn’t want to invite into my life.
That was then; this is now; and yes, I’ve changed my mind.
Why? Partly due to choices made and not made by our former POTUS. His lack-luster response to Covid-19 will haunt us for years. As will his unprofessional behavior in front of cameras eager to catch every glimmer of the Trump circus.
Still, the bottom line isn’t Trump, it’s how I experienced life during 2020. A great mish-mash of ups and downs, disappointments and unexpected gifts.
When I was teaching seminarians in the 1990s, I had two books published. One (coauthored) was called Making Friends with the Bible. The other, Confessions of a Beginning Theologian, was about how I became and was still becoming a theologian. Both books drew on personal experience and observations. In addition, each was judiciously worded. I didn’t want to upset my father or anyone in authority over me.
In this collection of poems, I don’t hold back or try to dress up what I wish I could say out loud. Even better, I no longer wonder what my father would say if he ever read these poems. Nor do I worry about what family, friends or strangers might think of me. So yes, it’s time to get one more book out there!
Thanks again for visiting, and listening not just to me but to your own heart.
Elouise
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 30 March 2021
Photo taken by DAFraser at Longwood Gardens, March 2016
Woohoo, Elouise – this is welcome news! It is also an immense amount of work, so bravo for persevering! I look forward to reading the poems gathered in one place and easily accessible! Thank you, thank you!
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You’re so welcome, Debbie!
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Good luck with the publication. A daunting time, but empowered by finding your voice.
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Thanks, Gwen. Yes, my primary reason for putting them out there isn’t a huge audience, or even money. It’s definitely about having my voice out there, no matter what. As for a daunting time, that’s the best word to describe how I feel about this entire process (even though you may not have intended it)! 🙂
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I clearly remember how I felt when my memoir was published. Until then, it had been between me and my computer and I simply thought I was just “telling it like it was”.
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Congrats! This is so exciting! Bestest wishes with the publication! 🙂
I just put up a post about WP’ers who’ve written books, created artwork, etc.
Please come by and share a link to this/your blogpost (in my comment section) about your upcoming poetry book! 🙂
(((HUGS))) 🙂
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Thanks, Carolyn! I’ll definitely come over, check out your latest post, and leave a comment and link to this post! Thanks for all your upbeat encouragement. 🙂
Elouise
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You’re welcome! 🙂
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It is brave to open your heart to so many. With a blog you have a bit of a chance of getting feedback. With a published book you may never get any reactions. Let us know when the great day arrives.
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Thanks, John. I’ll definitely sound the trumpet when the ‘great day’ arrives! My expectations for comments about it are very low. I had our family in mind when I began this project. Something for them to have now and when I’m gone. Thank you for your encouragement!
Elouise
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Congratulations, Elouise! Not just on the book of poetry, but that it’s authentic to who you are. David and I were just talking the other day about being retired and able to speak our minds freely. In spite of being determined to be authentic in this, hopefully, last call, we realize it’s not okay to offend people by “getting political” or being too blunt about what we believe. I look forward to reading the book! ~Natalie
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Thank you, Natalie!
You’re so right about retirement–and about how speaking your mind any time carries an obligation not to (purposefully) offend people. It’s a tough act, especially when you and David (and I) have done our thing in churches and seminaries. I hope you and David make it to the finish line (of being able to retire)! I think I’ve been in the minority in most churches I’ve attended or joined. It keeps me on my toes!
Our current church (Narberth Presbyterian) has just begun in-person services again–with limited numbers, masks, medical checks at the door, spacing, etc. They’re also keeping the online services into the future. Just right for so many of us these days–older citizens, that is, with health challenges. I hope you’ve been able to continue with your singing during this last crazy year. Blessings and a big hug for each of you!
Elouise
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