absent without leave
by Elouise
absent without leave
my mind wanders aimlessly
searching for anchors
solid reality
is hard to come by these days
drifting on breezes
the doorbell rings
abruptly interfering
with today’s daydreams
A cheery young man delivers my mail-order packages. I’m happy to have them, though I would have loved being interrupted by something more spectacular.
Something like this would do:
Two weeks ago I was feeling my usual morning reluctance to get up from my breakfast seat by the window, and get on the rest of the day. Suddenly I heard a great commotion outside. A large flock of blackbirds had invaded our feeders and our backyard, gobbling up whatever they could find. Males fought for seats at the bird feeder, while females and younger blackbirds scoured the yard for whatever they could find.
This went on for several minutes. Suddenly a large male took over the feeder just outside the kitchen window, opened his great beak, and let loose a masterful ‘conkeree’ louder than loud! King of the Castle? Maybe. At any rate, without a moment’s hesitation the whole herd took off into the trees before disappearing into the wild blue yonder. I was mesmerized!
Thank you kindly for your visits in the last few weeks. I’m still learning to live within my physical means. So far, three things bring me great joy: playing the piano, reading, and writing. In addition, I’m learning to be content with what I’m able to do on any given day. Definitely a step in the right direction.
Elouise♥
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 13 November 2021
Video of male red-wing blackbird calls found at YouTube
I have yet to put feed in my birdhouses and now there is snow on the ground. Your post reminded me to do that and I will today. I am having health issues too so my normal routine is not happening. Blessings.
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I’m sorry to hear you’re having health issues, too. I pray this day will bring you peace, rest, and happy customers at the birdhouses. ❄️ ☃️
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A response that always puts me in a good place when asked about how I feel is “I feel good enough to serve the Lord.” It doesn’t matter whether I’m the one asking the question when my body is hurting or whether someone else is, I’m reminded of the truth that I can always find something to do for Him even if it’s just singing a praise song or praying for someone. At my worst of times I am feeling good enough to serve the Lord. What more could I want?
Marilyn
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Hi, Marilyn. Your comment about prayer is right on target. It’s what I do during the nights when pain keeps me awake. I’m also aware that for now I have the privilege of rearranging my activities as needed, and a husband to help me when things get rough. 🙏🏻
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i know that feeling
with senses reeling
i placed my credit card
and where the heck is it now
oh no
look rearrange
lord i m so odd indeed strange
tee hee
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absent without a credit card? 😲
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located thankfully
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What are you playing these days? I’m not playing much but listening to a lot of Haydn and Schubert 🙂
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Great question! Right now I’m playing hymns from my favorite hymnals. I also have a Bach chorales app that loads a new chorale each day including the score and, if you want to work on your German, the first stanza of each chorale! 🎶
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