Finding my bearings
by Elouise

Diane, Elouise, Ruth and Judy
Dear Friends,
Thank you for your visits, prayers, and kind comments this past week. My sister Ruth’s death came very quickly at the end. So quickly that I didn’t have a chance to talk with her on the phone before she died.
One of my biggest sorrows is that our Renich families and relatives have been spread out all over the world, making it difficult to bond with each other in person. Sometimes Ruth and I talked on the phone and via email. During the last several years most of our correspondence was about health issues. Our bodily infirmities just kept piling on, one after another.
That Ruth would die before I did was never on the agenda. The same was true for Diane who died of ALS in February 2006. Now there are two of us–my youngest sister and I. I’m grateful for the time and privilege of getting to know her. She’s 9 1/2 years younger than I.
Thank you for stopping by and leaving notes. Thank you for your kindness and your prayers. Especially now, as we creep along one day at a time, watching and wondering how much longer we have on this planet.
Everything hasn’t been awful. As I reported several posts ago, I’ve been diagnosed with hypokalemia–a rarity among patients not in hospitals, old folks’ homes, or hospice care. My food intake (good food, no junk!) has improved dramatically, now that I have more options. And I’m able to get out and do some serious walking in spite of peripheral neuropathy in my feet. I’m also sleeping better, though tears and sadness still overwhelm me from time to time.
Praying you’re finding ways to honor your family, your friends, and yourself during these troubling times.
Elouise♥
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 8 July 2023
Photo taken by JERenich, probably at Ben Lippen Conference facilities in 1953
Elouise, may the God of all comfort, give you comfort as you mourn the passing of your sister, Ruth. You had good times growing up together although you did not live nearby in recent years. Enjoy your walks. Prayers, hugs, and love sent your way! ❤️🤗🙏
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Thank you for your kind words, prayers, and hugs. Walking outside, especially in the morning, has become one of my favorite rituals. A way to stay connected to something larger than my small world.
Elouise
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Elouise, you are not alone, God is with you! You are welcome!
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Continued prayers, condolences, love, and hugs!
I know you will continue to find the joys in each new day!
(((HUGS))) ❤️ 🙏
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Thank you yet again! Each day is indeed a new beginning. Today we have thunderstorms. They won’t last forever. 🙂
Elouise
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So true on storms and the storms of life. ❤️
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Sorry to stop by and hear of your sister’s passing. May our loving God provide the comfort you need. Fondly, Penny
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Thank you, dear Penny. I hope you and your beloved are enjoying your new digs. Cheers to both of you!
Elouise
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I’m so sorry about your sister! And that you are struggling with these health issues. I tried signing up for WordPress, so I can respond to your posts, but somehow it didn’t work and it won’t let me try again—it’s “already got my email on file”, so I can apparently do nothing.
I hope you get this. I often think of how wonderful you were at EBTS. I learned from you to say “Godself” and so I never preached a sermon with any gender references to God. And to have people sit in a circle wherever possible. Those might seem small things, but they were not. They broke the old ways open.
Blessings to you—
Judy (Molinaro) Buck-Glenn
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Dear Judy,
What a wonderful surprise to see this note from you! It brought back tons of memories. As for signing onto my blog, there should be a way of doing that at the very bottom of each post. I’m assuming you tried that. I’m also assuming you were able to get in and read some of my posts. If so, let me know, and I’ll do what I can from this side to get you signed up.
Thanks for your kind comments about our time at EBTS! I can’t tell you how much I valued the years I had there–chiefly because of my students and the ways they helped me expand my mind. So many questions and so many unresolved issues! Who can’t love studying theology????:)
And yes, growing old is definitely a new curriculum. The kind you have to go through whether you like it or not. With and without the people you most love. I pray this finds you well. 🙂
Elouise
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Hi Elouise, I have neglected blogging as well as just about everything else. Not sure what I have kept myself going. My deepest sympathies for the loss of your sister. I lost one sister in 2013 and a brother in 2008. It’s an odd sort of grief when one loses a sibling, even in our golden years. My thoughts are with you, April ❤
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Thank you, April. Yes, losing a sibling isn’t at all like other losses. I feel such a distinct loss of family. Now there are only two of us left. The oldest (me), and the youngest. It feels so lonely, even though I didn’t live anywhere near Sister #2 who just died, and Sister #3 who died over ten years ago. Thanks again for your thoughtful note.
Elouise
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Just stopping by with some ❤️, (((HUGS))) and🙏’s
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I’m so grateful for your notes! I think I’m beginning to get back on track…we’ll see. I haven’t been over to see your site for too long! Hoping to get there soon. Very soon. Hugs and prayers right back to you.
Elouise
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