Telling the Truth

connecting the dots of my life

Dear Dad, I’ve been thinking….

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Dear Dad,

I’ve been thinking about you a lot this week.  Wondering about things that happened and didn’t happen.  Wondering what it would be like if….

Actually, I got to the ‘what if’ stage just about an hour ago. Read the rest of this entry »

first tentative flakes

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first tentative flakes

drift past my office window

mesmerizing view

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“Thou in my heart hast planted…”

Longwood Meadow Gardens Entrance/Exit - November 2014

It’s November.  My husband and I just finished a hike through the meadow at Longwood Gardens Though the weather forecast promised warm afternoon sun, it’s gray, cold  and misty.  On a whim, I ask my husband to take a picture of this sign. Read the rest of this entry »

deep blue tapestry

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deep blue tapestry

white flecks of bobbing seagulls

brocaded ripples Read the rest of this entry »

Listening to My Body

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I laughed as I wrote the dialogue between my body and me.  We’ve been having this conversation for a while.  It has, however, escalated in the last month while I’ve been recovering from a respiratory virus. Read the rest of this entry »

perky ears

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perky ears alert

brown eyes scan for leftovers

in hillside debris Read the rest of this entry »

The Face of Contempt | Part 2 of 2

Self-contempt has been my primary issue for years.  Until I learned to have compassion on myself, it was almost impossible not to have contempt for others.  Here’s what self-contempt has looked like Read the rest of this entry »

evening mutterings

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evening mutterings

incessant murmurs of life

sound of pond at peace

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© Elouise Renich Fraser, 18 January 2015
Photo credit:  http://www.tripadvisor.co.uk, duck pond in Hinkley, England

 

The Face of Contempt | Part 1

Contempt – intrusive, ever-present, almost impossible to pin down.  But that’s exactly why I need to talk about it.

After several false starts, Read the rest of this entry »

exposed root ball

Longwood Gardens Woods - November 2014

exposed root ball

clings to autumn ground

shelters dry leaves Read the rest of this entry »