Exercise in concentration | Dorothee Soelle
by Elouise
It’s relatively easy to say I’m committed to resisting Mr. Trump. This includes resisting the noise that comes from and around him.
Like many Americans, I like to think we can ‘get things done’ if only we persist, act up, sound off, form a committee, create a ministry with a mission, advertise a lot, or pound the street recruiting foot soldiers.
In some senses, we can get things done. Yet there are moments in history when we need more than committees and ministries. This isn’t about organization. It’s about the content of our character.
Dorothee Soelle understood how difficult it is to resist without it being all about me and my ideas. Her exercise in concentration offers a more difficult starting point.
Exercise in concentration
If I’m absolutely still
I can hear the surge of the sea
from my bed
but it isn’t enough to be absolutely still
I also have to draw my thoughts away from the landIt isn’t enough to draw one’s thoughts away from the land
I also have to attune my breathing to the sea
because I hear less when I breathe inIt isn’t enough to attune one’s breath to the sea
I also have to ban impatience from my hands and feetIt isn’t enough to calm hands and feet
I also have to give up imagesIt isn’t enough to give up images
I have to rid myself of strivingIt isn’t enough to be rid of striving
if I don’t relinquish my egoIt isn’t enough to relinquish the ego
I’m learning to fallIt isn’t enough to fall
but as I fall
and drop away from myself
I no longer
seek the sea
because the sea
has come up from the coast now
has entered my room
surrounds meIf I’m absolutely still
Dorothee Soelle, in Revolutionary Patience, pp. 42-43
Third printing, May 1984
© 1969 and 1974 by Wolfgang Fietkau Verlag, Berlin
English translation © 1977 by Orbis Books
A worthy challenge. Otherwise, I’m lost in a forest of my own making.
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 26 May 2020
Photo found at macmillandictionaryblog.com
Thank you for your good word to me, Elouise. The mission before me depends on things beyond my control and I fear I too often muddy the waters by inserting too much of my self.
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You’re more than welcome, Marilyn. You’ve got lots of company, including me! 🙂
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