Telling the Truth

connecting the dots of my life

Tag: Hope

The Sins of My Youth

Dear Readers,
‘Youth’ includes everything before the present moment.
The older we get, the more ‘youth’ we accumulate.
Don’t even try to get out of this one! Read the rest of this entry »

God’s Beloved Daughter-Child | Part 4 of 4

I can’t hide from that all-seeing eye of God watching me day and night to make sure I’m being a good little girl.  It follows me through life.  Not an eye of Goodness and Mercy, but of Judgment and Contempt.

I’m lost
It’s the 1980s.  I’m 40-something.  I claim I’m a follower of Jesus Christ.  Yet I’m lost in fear, self-contempt, confusion, a judgmental spirit, and the vain belief that I can fix other people’s lives.  If only they would just listen to me! Read the rest of this entry »

light-hearted gusts

light-hearted gusts send

brilliant cotton clouds tumbling

across sea-blue sky

* * * * *

the storm

passed last night

today’s air is clean, strong, heady Read the rest of this entry »

silouetted high

silhouetted high
atop a bare tree the dove
coos a mourning song

* * *

non-judgmental, calm, soothing
predictable, unhurried, hypnotic
soft, clear, ubiquitous
unobtrusive, gentle, alert
present, unyielding, quiet
reassuring presence  of God
in, with, above, beneath, around and for
each aching, bewildered, terrified corner of our
hope-hungry world
with its everyday heartaches, pain, despair,
starvation, contempt, betrayals,
confusion and brokenness

God,
Grant us courage
to accept and to be present, quiet hope today
 as one of your creatures
in just one corner of this tired old world
you still love so much.
Amen

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Haiku written 24 June 2014
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 25 June 2014

weeping branches

weeping beech, aka the cemetery tree

weeping branches brush
lightly against my face and
whisper sweet somethings

* * * * *

a weeping beech stands watch
near the cemetery Read the rest of this entry »

spring’s torrential rains

spring’s torrential rains
reshape the inner landscape
of my old-soul heart

 Where am I?
What’s going on?
I feel lost on my own home ground
or is it found? Read the rest of this entry »

Survival Rules for Good Girls | Part 1 of 2

By the time I’m 7 or 8 years old, I have a daunting list of survival rules.  Later they backfire in every part of my life.  In the meantime, they have the virtue of seeming to get me through.  Here they are, Read the rest of this entry »

small brown rabbit

small brown rabbit waits
alert before white headstone
Aslan on the move

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Late summer
I’m on a morning walk
Passing by the cemetery

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