Life Rearranged | A Dream
by Elouise

My dream, right before waking this morning:
I’ve just arrived at the home of a woman I met somewhere but don’t yet know. She invited me to come and see her. I brought along a few things to show her and talk about—though she didn’t say exactly why she wanted me to visit.
She greets me warmly and invites me in. She’s a mature woman, perhaps in her 50s. She’s wearing a long flowing dress and looks like an artist. Her brown hair is thick and wavy. She isn’t particularly striking except in her warmth and hospitality. She’s pleasant looking and a bit more outgoing than I. She doesn’t seem to have an agenda, though I’m curious about why she invited me over. I expect her to have questions about me, so I’m caught off balance when she doesn’t ask me anything.
We’re in what looks like a living room, though it’s more like a small art gallery. She reminds me of my piano teacher, Mrs. Hanks. I look around the living room at beautiful paintings and keepsakes artfully displayed.
I put my things on a chair and tell her how lovely her house is. She smiles a bit mysteriously and tells me she’s heard my house is lovely, too. I’m surprised. I don’t think my house is nearly this beautiful—though I don’t say this to her.
I’m not sure what to do next. She hasn’t asked me anything about myself, yet seems to know me. Suddenly she says she needs to go into another room, but won’t be gone long. I take advantage of the time to look around a bit more.
Just then, two women come into the parlor, unannounced. They seem to feel at home. I don’t know why they’re here.
I decide to go looking for my hostess. I pick up my belongings. They’ve morphed into more than I thought I brought with me. I arrange them awkwardly in my arms and go off to find my hostess. She’s happy to see me. I deposit my things on a nearby chair and sit down, expecting to engage in conversation or, hopefully, find out why she invited me over.
Again, she doesn’t explain anything. Instead, she motions toward the dining room and invites me to sit at the table. I pick up my belongings. They’ve morphed yet again. They feel cumbersome, and no matter how I arrange them in my arms, it doesn’t work.
I decide to leave them on the sofa in the parlor since it seems I won’t need them. I throw them onto the couch and go into the dining room.
When I walk in, my hostess smiles at me. The other two women are already sitting at the table. I sit down, not knowing what to expect. There’s food on the table, but I don’t take any right away. Two small dogs come running over to me, wag their tails, lick my hand, and jump up to get my attention. They’re black, and remind me of Diane’s dogs—Oreo and Snickers. I start playing with them, look up, and find my hostess smiling at me.
When I woke up, I wanted to go back to the dream. What’s it about? I’m not certain, but here are a few things that come to mind right away:
- I’m in this woman’s house to enjoy and perhaps meet myself.
- Even though I don’t know this woman’s name, I think I’m meeting myself in her.
- I’m carrying a lot more baggage than I thought I had.
- This woman is already rearranging my life in ways that surprise, mystify and delight me.
OK, dreamers! What would you do with this dream?
© Elouise Renich Fraser, 28 October 2016
Image found at jamusedwards.com
WordPress Daily Prompts: Rearrange
Perhaps it’s Emily, smiling because she knows you know many of the answers already, you’re welcome and she’s welcoming and non threatening, perhaps you’re just there to be a part of something bigger, a tribe of welcoming women….to let go e bags and relax with your kind😊💕
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I like that tribe of welcoming women! And Emily, no less! 😇
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of course Emily, she’s leading our charge I think after all 🙂 ❤
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Loooove the photo too by the way, a happy image😊🌟✨🌙
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As you said possibly it’s time to unpack that suitcase. It’s way to heavy. It’s a love story. Maybe God is reminding you that he is there for you always. Thanks for sharing your dream Elouise. It was very interesting.
Blessings to you Tom
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Dear Tom,
It’s so good to hear from you! Yes, I agree with your comment about the suitcase being way too heavy. And about God being there for me always. You make me think hard about that load I was carrying around in the dream. Food for thought.
I pray all is well and that you have a wonderful Sabbath.
Elouise
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Oh Elouise. I miss visiting with you. So busy studying and ministry. Bless you and your family and may God be with your congregation.
Blessings to you
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Tom, I’m so happy to hear you’re busy studying and ministering! What could be better? God bless you. Elouise
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If she wanted to talk with you then you don’t need to take anything, just be yourself.
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You’re so right, John. And there’s the rub–just being myself. For me, easier said than done. Thanks for the comment, which I’ve taken to heart. Elouise
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I would say this is one of your guides, who is inviting you to her house – that is, her life – and saying that your house – your life – is beautiful too. She can see what is, from a different perspective, so she is smiling because she can see how beautiful you are.
The stuff you carry around is just your baggage which you know you don’t need. It feels like quite a significant dream. Real, but much more vivid, as important dreams are. Telling you that all is OK and that you are going on okay.
XXX 😀
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Thank you, Fran! 🙂 What a wonderfully affirming outlook. Including the bit about it being significant. I feel that way about it, as well. It’s the kind of dream I would hope to visit many times….if that makes sense.
Elouise–and Happy Halloween, whether you celebrate it or not! 🙂
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Elouise, in searching for you (my long-ago mentor and MTS thesis adviser) online, I am delighted to stumble across your blog and to be privy to your theological thinking once more. I’m also hoping that we might be in touch–pragmatically because I looking to apply to a doctoral program and need an academic reference, but also personally because I’ve thought of you so often over the years since your retirement from the seminary! (My email should be available to you as moderator of your blog, right? If not, let me know and I will disclose in a reply…)
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Hi, Rebecca. I’m so glad you found my blog! I’ll email you tomorrow about your request. Congratulations on looking into more academic work–and feel free to visit anytime.
Cheers!
Elouise
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